Insecurities and Drama

I think, that despite everything, despite all the hurt and the fights and the shit we go through, despite all the tears we cry or the cigarettes we smoke, we are all just craving for a little drama, inside. No, don't act like you don't know what I'm talking about cus you do. Despite all our craziness and cravings, despite all our tears put together, irrespective of how much we complain, we are all indeed looking for a tad drama. Because thats how we are. Because its human nature to be looking for something to look forward to. To have something exciting and happening yet depressing to think about. It's like they say "why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when you stop." We all go through loads and loads of shit in our lives. There's a breaking point for all of us. There's this time where we think of ourselves as 'unworthy', yes there are such times for an egoistic person as me too. But think about it, how interesting would your life be without all the drama and the hatred and the tears and fights? Well, I say it wouldn't be interesting at all. Cus I guess it's like what they say, deep down inside, we are all just looking for a bit trouble